FINALLY A F&#$73ING POST.

So last night I got a call from the BLOGGER POLICE. I had no idea such an entity exists, but, let me tell you....they do. I was reprimanded for not posting since Saturday. Yeah, that's right, Saturday. So here we are, on this lovely Tuesday morning...and finally, a post.

I am at the end of my quarter...lots of work...piling....up.....on....me....and I'm trying not to get buried. It's been a strange quarter...I think my work, once completed, will be better than any quarter thus far...but getting there is laborious. It seems like, here in the last 3 weeks, I have realized that I must make my work MY work. DUH. I know, I can be a bit ignorant. But I realize that is the only way for me to differentiate myself from any other designer/artist. I also realize that, in my heart, I am mostly an artist. That passion has to come through in my design work. It seriously has not since I've been at PC. I have been so resistant to expressing myself which is so NOT me in some ways and SO ME in others. There is always that struggle with me....but there has to be a gift in that. I haven't yet figured it out, but I know it's in there. All of this reinforces that, you can know something in your head, from your intellect, but it means nothing if it is not equally matched with an understanding of the heart. To truly KNOW something, it must resonate in both one's heart and mind.